Alchemy Coaching Cocoon
A potent cocoon of alchemical transmutation.
Create heaven on earth, cell by beautiful cell.
Soak in the sacred nectar of the original you.
Uncoil, unfurl into who you came to be.

Alchemy is for those truly ready to turn lead into gold. Anyone who is tired of running from the shadows. Ready to turn and face the dark. Anyone who knows that allowing themselves to be supported through that process, is a wise move. We are not meant to heal alone.
Alchemy is for those who have "been there" and lived to tell about it. Those who are not interested in mere survival, but desire to create a masterpiece of their lives. They know there is magic to be woven. They just need to remember the way.
Alchemy is for those willing to do the work. It is not for those who want a guru to tell them how it is. It is not for those who are still seeking for the sacred elixir outside themselves. It is for those who know, somewhere deep in their bones, that they are magicians, priests/priestesses, weavers of new worlds. They just need some reminders and someone to walk home with them.
The Alchemy Method
Tools for transformation

Energetic Cocoon
We all need a little (or a lot of) support these days. Humans are made to heal together, to cry and celebrate and pray together. The energetic cocoon of light + transmutation that surrounds you for the entirety of the Alchemy program allows for a deep yet gentle release of what is no longer in alignment. This allows for a deep, sweet remembering of what and who you truly are.

Coaching
Through somatic awareness, deep listening, medicinal questions, intuitive guidance, and more, Nicole holds space while we allow your own inner guidance system to blossom. Nicole acts as an investigator, interpreting the clues from your deep self to navigate the journey into alchemy, integration, healing, transmutation, and whatever else arises. Through coaching, the emphasis is on your own investigation. You are encouraged and empowered on your own inner journey, supported every step of the way. If appropriate, Nicole drops into her own intuitive guidance to offer support as well.

Tapping Your Own Inner Guidance
If you came here looking for an infallible guru to bestow upon you all answers to your problems, you have most definitely come to the wrong place. In this container, you will be guided into the depths of your own deepest wisdom. We do this by listening to the body’s cues. The body is the doorway into deeper realms of soul wisdom. Your body holds the map to all medicine you could ever need.

Kundalini + Tantra
Kundalini + Tantra are two words that hold great charge in our language and culture. Essentially, this is energetic, emotional, mental, spiritual alchemical weaving. Drawing from various lineages (yoga + qi gong to name a few), Nicole has created a style all her own, to transmute shadow into light, pain into pleasure, pressure into freedom. It may look like yoga or meditation. It may look like wailing/sobbing into a pillow. It may look like ecstatic sex. It may be somewhere sublimely in between.

Sacred Sexuality
The most raw, potential energetic power we have access to. Sexuality and the shadows it courts are deep reservoirs of power that we can transform into fuel to spiral us upward into the alchemy we desire. Whether it is coming home to juicy pleasure in our sexuality/body in a way we never before have, or channeling sexual energy into healing, liberation, transformation…Nicole holds a deeply loving and compassionate space to transform these deepest shadows into pure, radiant gold.

Ritual
Ritual and Ceremony are powerful tools to bypass the neo-cortex and move straight into the primal + limbic brains. This allows us to move into the realm of magick, which is essentially the ability to play with the unknown laws of the universe. It allows for profound and sustainable shifts in consciousness, which in turn affect our personal and collective reality. We may co-create personalized rituals to support your unfolding, gleaning symbols and medicines from your own inner guidance.

Love
The sorcerer’s stone. The holy grail. The deepest and most profound magick of all. The only thing that can truly alchemize: Love. One can have all the best training and all the best tools, but if the container lacks love, it is all for nothing. You will be held in an absolute container of loving compassion. No part of you left out. You will be consistently reminded to come back to love. This reweaving all the parts of you back home, is a magick beyond words and comprehension, until it is experienced.

Somatic Integration
Held deep in the body of every human alive, is a wild evolutionary force. The force of healing and transformation. A wise and intelligent force that knows which direction to go, can create the necessary medicine, and soothe what aches. Inside each human, is a cauldron of magick, ready and alive. No instructions needed. Hidden in the curves of your DNA, are maps to other worlds, expanded consciousness, holy rivers of God. Nicole uses various trauma-informed methods of somatic awareness and processing to access this wisdom, create sustainable changes, with grace.

Journeying
Through the various tools at our aid, we may venture on deeper journeys. This may involve guided visualizations, drumming, somatic explorations, and/or a combination of all three. These powerful journeys can involve a retrieval of some lost or disowned piece of yourself, an initiation into a new way of being, or alchemy. These journeys choose you. It’s not up to us to decide when or if we are called to their spiral dance.

What's Included:
- Six 75-90 minute private coaching sessions: Highly potent + personalized alchemical containers for the deepest + most graceful transmutation.
- Three month container: We typically meet every other week to allow integration time in between your sessions. If needed, we can meet more often, or spread your sessions out further. This program is tailored to your needs.
- Customized home practices: The work we do in the 1:1 sessions is potent. These follow up practices are meant to anchor in the work we do together, to give you the absolute deepest integration possible. It’s my aim to provide you with tools and techniques to be your own best healer and teacher. It is highly recommended you be able to commit to 5 days of practice each week (20 mins or more, depending on your availability). Examples of practices: breathwork, Taoist techniques, Tantric techniques, Kundalini kriyas or meditations, rituals and more.
- Email Support: For the duration of the program, you have access to me via email. You’ll be asked to be clear if you’re just needing a witness, are requesting feedback, insight, or clarification on a practice.
- Energetic Cocoon: For the months we’re working together, you are placed on my altar. This carefully crafted cocoon of spiritual and energetic support gently yet powerfully supports your process. If appropriate, you’ll also be encouraged to make your own altar.
- Customized container: Everyone’s journey is different. This is not a one size fits all journey. You are a unique soul, on a highly individualized yet ever-connected journey. I find immense joy in the journey of discovering, moment by moment, what your container looks like. We craft it together, ultimately guided by the wisdom of your soul.
- All my tools: I’ve spent a lifetime in the shadows and light. Alchemy is where I truly get to spread all my tools on the table. It is ecstatic bliss for me to support you in your alchemy.

Who is Alchemy for?
- Those who are needing energetic, emotional, spiritual support in their lives. Whether it is loss of a loved one, change in life path or career, a big move, emotional hardship, etc. Scaling the depths of darkness requires support. Nicole is skilled in the underworld. In fact, it’s one of her favorite places to go, especially with those who feel overwhelmed and fearful of the dark.
- Those wanting to expand into more of who they came to be! Those ready to take a big leap in their bodies, relationships, career, lifestyle and need extra support in doing it. We are meant to lift each other into the sky. Nicole lives to watch others soar to heights beyond their imagination. You’ll be ever-coaxed into brighter, ever more radiant evolutions of YOU.
- Those weaving a winding path through dark + light, guided by soul. Those ready for a trusted and tested ally on the wild and wondrous road of life. If nothing else, Nicole is highly skilled in the language, yearnings, and expressions of the soul. It is her life’s work to support the weaving of more and more soul into this hungry world.
- Those yearning for a weaving of spirit + sex. Perhaps you’re craving a deeper connection with your body, sexuality, pleasure. Or a deeper connection to your lover, partner, beloved, community, work, or life! Nicole delights in witnessing sexual awakenings that shake every level of existence, sending ripples of orgasmic bliss into the universe. We are here to play!
- Really, anyone who feels called to this work. Reach out. What you are struggling with? What you yearn to create? What do you yearn to experience in this precious life? Nicole is always happy to support when she can, and offer referrals if it’s not the right fit.

What Does a Typical Session Look Like?
Our first session will involve getting clear on your deep soul desires. We need a point on the horizon that we are moving towards. Life is a co-creation with the Universe after all. We are not passive observers of life, but rather interactive weavers of our destiny. During the first full length meeting, Nicole guides you through a process of crystalizing your desire/intention. It’s helpful if you have some idea of what this might be, but you certainly don’t need to have anything fully formed to begin the journey.
Some examples: “I am joyfully living in alignment with my heart, doing work that feels fulfilling, uplifting, and easeful.” Or, “I am in devotional union with others that feels sovereign, liberating, deeply intimate, and joyful.”
The desire/intention acts as a focus point, leading the soul on its journey. The desire may change as we evolve. It should! We may only hold a desire for a short time, in order for us to move through an alchemizing portal we needed for our own evolution.
All our sessions thereafter are guided by this desire/intention. We peel away the layers of the onion. With the body as our guide, we begin each session by attuning to the energy of this desire. We invoke the five senses in order to bring this desire down into the primal brain, the most basic level of our being. From here, we ask the body to show us what is holding us back from this desire becoming a reality.
And the adventure unfolds from there…
After 10+ years of working intimately 1:1 with hundreds of humans, a basic roadmap has arisen that Nicole sometimes follows. It circles us through the four directions/seasons/elements. Trace anyone’s lineage back far enough and they likely had ancestors who followed some rhythm of the seasons through the changes in their lives. This wisdom is held deeply in our DNA, and rises unconsciously as we begin to rewild, and connect to this deep force within, the natural alchemist/healer/wise one.
Sometimes we follow a traditional path through these four gateways. Because of Nicole’s lifelong study of kundalini, she naturally begins in the south. However, each individual might find themselves weaving through the seasonal portals in a different way, reflective of their ancestry and soul/life experience. Each individual might also have different themes arise for each direction.
Sometimes we journey through all four directional gateways in one series of meetings together. Other times we spend a year on one direction. Each journey is highly individualized.
SOUTH
body healing
inner child
earth connection
kundalini/primal
power/sexuality
invoking the inner warrior/ess
sweetness + celebration
WEST
emotional healing
inner feminine
matriarchal lineage healing
facing fears + befriending the dark
deepest dreams
grief processing
NORTH
mental healing
inner elder
intuition + clarity
ancestors + spirit guides
inner guidance/guru
trusting the divine
EAST
spiritual healing
inner masculine
patriarchal lineage healing
purpose + right action
heartfull service in community
soul integrity + truth
Pay In Full
$1,800
Payment Plan
$625/month
3 months
Ready to dive in?
Click below to fill out an application. Nicole will be in touch shortly after to schedule a 20 minute exploratory call to determine if Alchemy is a good fit for you.
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